All these feelings i've shared
Mood:  cool
Now Playing: S0 FAR AWAY
Topic: Random
Well, tyler is online, but he won't even say hi to me. I am thinking about telling him that he better not even bother coming back to bedford-because nothing would be there for him to come back to...no friends or anything, apparently, he doesn't need anyone which is great-for him. But I need to talk to him and know that he doesn't hate me, but he probably does. THat hurts because i really was honestly in love with that boy. and now he's not even worth caring for.

Mood:  sharp
Now Playing: KJ-52: Dear Slim Pt. 2
Topic: Church
Hello all. It's been a while hasn't it? Well, I am sorry, but just getting the inituitave to write in this thing is something else. Plus, I don't really enjoy writing in online journals anymore much. It's like that was a thing of three years ago or something.
Mom is going to church again. It's so nice to see. And I don't know if this is going to all work out in my favor now...but I enjoy going to Mt. Pleasant, it's a nice little church, with a friendly youth group. But I also like First Assembly, because we're just a fun group. I don't know. No one does. Well, I have to go, my father thinks it's bed time, that's another reason i haven't been able to write, everytime i start, he friggin tells me its 'bedtime' rolls eyes* pain in the friggin a.

Death Clock
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Ozzy-I just want you
Topic: Random
http://www.deathclock.com/view_pdc.cfm?name=Faith&db=8/6/1988&s=F click there to see when I am going to die ;)

Dropped in the ocean
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: Michelle Branch-Dropped in the Ocean
Topic: Random
Hey hey hey! What's shaking? nothing here...just sitting here at my pc typing in this little box listening to Michelle Branch and being watched by my mother who is making the fish flakes smaller so the fishys can eat them* Speaking about the fishies...I have seven that are pregnant* they are so funny* and my pocastamus is my dog's favorite fishy...(long story) Today wasn't event ful...last night my mom and I made homemade pizzas* that was interesting. Okay, I think I will go until I have something interesting to write about...lol*
<3-me-

First Entry
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Ashlee Simpson-Love Makes The World Go Round
Topic: Random
Okay, so everyone's blogging and I am sick of having my diary go down on Teenopendiary.com all the time, so i have given in and joined the fad...only, it's more of life for me. Okay...now, since this is my first entry i suppose it would be proper to introduce myself, however, as this is my blog, i decide what i do-so, I will tell about myself on a different part of my site, it will be a link eventually. Consider this a test*